God Seems To Have A Hold On Our Private Parts These Days

We either create and actively pursue our heart's desire or we suffer great amounts of anxiety feeling stuck and left behind. We know that we have to release old security mechanisms that no longer work. There seems to be two camps of people, those who are experiencing opportunities as they move forward and those who are willing but still unable to move. What is going on, I ask my inner adviser. Isn't it obvious, comes the reply. The old systems don't work anymore and the new ones are still in the making. It is better to experience our fear moving forward, than to hang back and wait for someone to save us. This is a time for spirit in action.

During this year, there will be great openings for creative outgoing expression. This is a new level of the masculine archetype. It provides opportunity for those who like adventure. It is designed to bring our spiritual forces in line with our creative spirit. This outflow gives voice to the empowerment of the God-Goddess force. Previously, the inner work was focused on the development of intuition, sensitivity and the Goddess dynamic, awakening the feminine. In this time, the femine force births us from the depth of self into outward creative expression, making us restless for change, feeling whole new worlds wanting to birth. It gives strength to our deepest dreams, allowing them to come to fruition in the world. Great power is lending itself to the pure in heart. When we are willing to go through the necessary changes to revitalize our spirit, this time provides much opportunity for accelerated growth.

If, on the other hand, we are straddling two worlds, wanting the creative new, while still clinging to the old securities, our world will be heave, filled with that familiar feeling of fear. We will feel threatened by the power that is coming to free us from our darkness. When we feel stuck, the only answer is to look into the eye of the fear, calling on the inner warrior. Face the fact that certain parts of life are over and new worlds are being born. It is far better to be an active warrior than a wimp, immobilized by projected fear and anger. Movement toward light is the answer and needs to become our daily prayer.

We need to be conscious that the old structures of the world are being cleansed. Closed systems are being dismantled. The foundation of values and attitudes are being tested for their alignment ot the light. The higher self can not be party to destructive personality games. If in any way we are lying to ourselves, movement forward will shut down.

By telling the truth and being clear in our motives, the energy will shit, getting us back on track. Deeply inlaid patterns of denial are being removed in this way. This time requires that we live in the cradle of the truth.

 

 

Gaining a Spiritual Perspective

In this birthing time of the new millennium, ancient laws are coming into power on another level. This is the Time of Revealing. All is being shown, darkness and light. Nothing can stay hidden and all must be accounted for. This revealing process allows us to remain aware of previously unconscious behavior. It creates greater insight and offers choices to adjust what isn't working. Bringing consciousness to old patterns can be unsettling in the beginning. We may not feel that we have enough strength to change the pattern. Yet the power of the truth heals more than we know By being clear and truthful, utilizing our higher Self, we will see patterns shift dramatically as time moves forward.

At this time, the universe is empowering whatever we focus on. It will be made clear where we are serving higher purpose and where we are being ruled by darkness. Our body-mind reveals its workability through light and dark feelings. The principle of choosing love over fear must become automatic. More than saying the right words, it is time to take action. Purification is vitally important. This awareness gives strength to our Soul, providing opportunities for the t4eachings to be realized. Whatever life lessons we come to learn are on our plate now. The wisdom gained and the patterns of conflict that need resolution are right on the surface. Avoiding these lessons or projecting them on others only makes them harder to manage.

Using myself as an example, I was born with an absolute demand for freedom, represented by the patters of my father and a deep need for security and order, my mothers patter. These two opposites have been in conflict in my solar plexus since the day I arrived on earth. I witnessed man a cold war in my family around such issues. I needed freedom and yet I was afraid of it. My inner conflict made me nervous and ungrounded.

The independent part of me wanted freedom at any cost, it was my way or the highway. My need for security enslaved me into doing what I thought other people wanted. When i became the ultimate please, I lost my true identity. I was compelled to place myself in high risk situations, yet my insecurity limited my enjoyment and hampered my abilities.

My desire for relationship conflicted with my deep inner need to be alone,creating control issues that made it almost impossible for intimacy. This conflict was especially acted out around food, my chief symbol of security, wanting the freedom to eat all the jun food I craved, then feeling sick. Many symbolic conflicts arouse as these opposites fought for control.

This pattern of conflict and its play in my life created a great deal of fear in my solar plexus, pulling my personality on way then another. The greatest confusion was that I never felt secure and I never felt truly free. I spent most of the time sitting on the fence. I witnessed my addiction to conflict and saw that my conditioned mind was like an endless soap opera. I was always in some sort of discord.

Spending incessant amounts of time analyzing these situation, I felt like the hamster on the wheel, assuming I had made great progress only to start the next round. There seemed to be no escape. I thought that finding peace would come through elimination of problems yet my mind was always creating more. It became clear that it was only by getting off the wheel and embracing the whole circle that this addiction to conflict could end. Until I mastered the mechanism that created worry and guilt, I would be overwhelmed and helpless.

I knew there was a greater principle involved. I've been around long enough to realize that everything is fuel for evolution and conflict was working like sandpaper to bring me to my true identity. This time of revelation was showing me the larger perspective, illustrating that although the content may have changed the conflict remained. This new awareness was essential if true freedom was to be attained and I knew instinctively that this energetic of crisis would need to be replaced with a much higher principle, and that principle would have to come through the power of love.

I've always yearned to be part of greater feeling of love and belonging. I used to run numerous spiritual theories around in my heat to explain this desire but in the end, it was simply my need to connect to something greater. This revelation resolved my old conflict between freedom and security, and now they fit together in perfect harmony.

As with any surrender process, this unfolding was divinely guided. I now had the opportunity to choose because I could see my addiction to struggle and actually knew how it felt in my field of awareness. Experience was showing me that I had been trapped in my own perception s of myself and the world. So I asked very deliberately for help, to come to a deeper place of peace. At fist the awakening was difficult as I became conscious of my perpetual inner churning. But I knew now that my Higher Self was much more awake and available than ever before. This par of consciousness needed to be grounded in my body, as an integral part of my awakening personality.

I found that when I called on the spiritual field deliberately, it was instantly there, registering as a feeling. The tone of my consciousness shifted dramatically. The alignment felt stronger than ever, activation quickly and remaining longer. Now my job was to remember to call on the spiritual field and to adjust to a new center of balance.

With joy I discovered that more space, warmth, genuine caring and love immediately took the place of guilt and anger. My identity crisis was replaced with a deep gratitude and love for spiritual connection. Devotion and longing could now be the conduit for my transformation.

In releasing the solar plexus, I felt old judgments about myself and others lifting. It felt like a miracle! My personal space was becoming divine. This ability to see through conflict was clearly a gift from heaven. The personal trance was lifted.

Finally, being conscious and connected was actually becoming a way of life. Where before I had visualized, I now activated these laws in my body. It has become a very different process. Instead of debating, I now call on the spiritual field and allow consciousness to unfold. I simply call out and watch what happens. My faith in this field has developed tremendously as I continue to witness new levels of empowerment, brining a wonderful feeling of certainty. It literally shifts my field os awarene3ss, providing me with both freedom and security at the same time.

The principle of love overcoming fear is operating in full strength, giving a profound opportunity to those who are willing to experience life beyond conflict. It is so important now to pay close attention to how we feel and where we hold old fear dynamics in our body. By acknowledging where we are hiding or stuck and calling on the spiritual field, we free ourselves of these hindrances. the process works as fast as we allow it. The spiritual field clears past programs, bringing us into present time. We are actually learning to hold this sacred space, allowing the master within us to be consistently present without wavering. A lot happens when we stop believing in and being a slave to our conditioned mind.

Apply these principles:

Love overcomes fear.
Forgiveness releases Karma.
Surrender continuously to your Higher Self.
Everything you need is already here.

Remember,

Judgment solidifies darkness.
Choose love over fear,
Life over bondage,
Truth over denial.
Lighten up and enjoy the ride

You may contact Nancy by E-mail at nsrubin@aloha.net

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